Baby I Want A Baby!!!!

I've always had an enormous love for kids, since the tender age of childhood. When I was 2 years old I would look out for my sister and always follow her around wherever she'd go, same with my 15 year old brother. I love them dearly;-) but now the baby fever has been lurking around and everywhere I go I see babies and my desire to have one is growing deeply and it intensifies each day. About a month ago we talked about it and Josh seemed so willing to just go ahead and make babies cuz he's been having the baby munchies too. His words were something like I'm getting old, so lets do this (He was joking about his age) mi amor. I said " Ya thats true, you have a point let's do this then baby, lets make a baby hahaha.

Although the thought of it scares me I know that we will be great parents. Being around my sisters baby has also had a huge effect on us. I've noticed how much Josh has fallen in love with my nephew. The way he laughs and plays with him and I love seeing him hold baby Adrian, it just makes my heart melt. I then asked him; "Are you having major Baby Fever" and he was like "Of Course I'am, I want a little baby." So ya I knew right then and there how much I wanted a little one just for us. Were hoping for a girl, and since then have no longer been taking those nasty BC pills, that make me feel all moody and hormonal. I'm hoping to have a nice pregnancy and be blessed with a beautiful and healthy baby along the way. I want to fulfill my calling in this world and I want to be a mother more than ever!!!!!!!

For all women, we each have a divine role to fulfill. Whether it be in this life or the next. Or whether it be through natural pregnancies or adoptions, it is equally divine. I have respect for all mothers and all women with the desire to be a mother.

To My Unborn Child,
I will do whatever it takes to bring you to this earth. No task is too great. You are worth it. You are and will forever be loved.
XOXO,

Your Mother

Happy Sunday!

"There is always something to do. There are hungry people to feed, naked people to clothe, sick people to comfort and make well. And while I don't expect you to save the world I do think it's not asking too much for you to love those with whom you sleep, share the happiness of those whom you call friend, engage those among you who are visionary and remove from your live those who offer you depression, despair and disrespect.”--Nikki Giovanni

OUR JOURNEY BEGINS!!!!

I cannot express how happy I am being a newlywed. Joshua you are the greatest husband in the world;-). We became good friends at first and from there it was like a friendship set on fire, we fell in love with each other, goofed off a ton when we'd go out, and people would always come up to us or just smile saying how contagious our love is and how cute we look together. We dated for two years and going on the 3 year mark next April. I'm extremely happy how we didn't rush into getting married and getting to know each other very well was the best thing that we did. We both are very different, yet alike in so many ways. He loves religion and politics, I hate politics and religion (not that I don't believe in religion or Heavenly Father) its just that me and him don't share the same beliefs, and thats fine with me, because we've respected each others points of view and thats what makes us a strong couple. We understand each other like no other and enjoy the little things like going out for rolled tacos at Filibertos and eating them at the park, having our own baby talk when we're alone, and dancing in front of each other like weirdos. We're both not materialistic people and there is a quote that I love that goes like this: Often people attempt to live their lives backwards; they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want, so they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then do what you need to do, in order to have what you want. ~Margaret Young- I love that quote!!!. I'm happy the way we are and I'd rather be happy than die with a ton of money and have my kids fighting for it in the end hahaha...although, I do want to retire with a good sum of money, but just enough for me and my puffin. Our kids can just beat it jk lol.

But any who, We recently got married on September 12th 2009, and moved to Texas for a couple of months due to his work status. When I got there I quickly fell in love with Austin, just a beautiful place, and had the best time there. I hope we can move there in the future.For now i will show you our wedding pics and later post the Austin pictures enjoy...


Two peas in a pod!!!

With our lovely parents--

cutting the cakey...

My mexi-skinned familia...

his family is truly amazing...