OUCH MY HEART HURTS!!!

HAD A WONDERFUL DATE NIGHT WITH MY HUSBAND LAST NIGHT....OUR FIRST IN A MONTH NOW SINCE OUR LITTLE BUBS WAS BORN. WE DID FIND OURSELVES CONSTANTLY TALKING ABOUT HER AND THE LITTLE FACES AND GRUNTS SHE MAKES. OH HOW WE LOVE THAT LITTLE GIRL;-0

LIFE HAS CHANGED A GREAT DEAL FOR US TWO BUT OH HOW I LOVE MY LIFE!!! I LOVE ALL OUR IMPERFECTIONS AND I WOULD NEVER CHANGE IT FOR NOTHING. ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE HEADING FOR OUR 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY ON SEPTEMBER 12TH!! ITS AMAZING HOW QUICKLY TIMES FLY'S BY. I REMEMBER THAT DAY LIKE NO OTHER. THEN WE PLANNED FOR OUR BABY THE BEGINNING OF LAST OCTOBER, FOUND OUT I WAS LIKE THREE WEEKS IN NOVEMBER, OUR BABY WAS BORN JULY 17TH AND NOW SHE'S A LITTLE OVER A MONTH OLD NOW;-(. ITS ALL SO BITTERSWEET TO ME and I LOVE MY LITTLE FAMILY AND EVERYTHING WE'VE DONE TO BUILD IT UP AND CREATE AN ATMOSPHERE FULL OF LOVE AND LAUGHTER AND AMAZING HEARTACHES...YA THE KIND WHERE YOUR SO IN LOVE AND SO HAPPY YOUR HEART HURTS AND FEELS LIKE IT WILL BURST ANY MOMENT NOW. I FEEL THAT WAY RIGHT NOW!!! I COULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT ANY OTHER WAY. AMEN TO MY LITTLE BENSON MERAZ FAMILY;-)

Courtney and Juan

COURTNEY AND JUAN:

Congratulations on your beautiful wedding...i loved everything about it. I had an amazing time with everyone and seeing all my old friends. It was a blast!!!!! the only thing missing was my husband haha, but he was out of town working ;-( but I brought my little baby so it wasn't so bad. I can't believe everyone is married now and with kids. Oh how we've all grown up. Me, Joe, Juan, Marlene all married and life has changed for each and everyone of us. Now lets push Justina to it hahaha jk Jay!!!! we love you. Its been amazing that we're all still best friends and still keep in touch, thank you all for the hilarious and rebellious moments that we've all had together. You guys were so much fun, and now that we're all jaded married couples hahaha jk, we're still able to get together from time to time and reminisce about the old days. Congrats once again and we love you guys!!!!

Best friends since highschool, Just missing CHEN CHEN!!!

Best Friend Joe and me

Kimmie and Me!!

My little date kiki and Me;-)

Me and the Bestie!!

ONe year what???

YAY!!! ME AND THE HUBBY ARE GOING TO CALIFORNIA FOR OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!! AND YOU ASK WHERE TO?? WELL YA YOU MIGHT THINK I'M LAME FOR WANTING AND BEGGING MY HUSBAND SINCE LAST YEAR TO TAKE ME TO...............................................YES HERE IT IS DISNEYLAND AHAHAHAHA!!

YA I KNOW, BUT I'VE NEVER BEEN BACK TO DISNEYLAND SINCE THE TENDER AGE OF 2 EVEN THOUGH I GO TO CALIFORNIA SO MANY TIMES IN ONE YEAR. BUT I WANT TO FEEL LIKE A KID AGAIN, WAIT NO LET ME REPHRASE THAT, I'AM A KID AND I WANT TO PLAY!!!! LOL. SO I CAN'T WAIT FOR ME AND MY BUNNY BUNS TO GO OUT AND STAY AT A NICE HOTEL AND ENJOY OURSELVES THE BEACH, GOOD LOCAL FOOD AND A TRIP TO DISNEYLAND TOGETHER ON OUR ANNIVERSARY...ITS ALL I ASKED FOR AND THATS WHAT I'M GETTING ....AMEN TO THAT!!!

MY NEXT ANNIVERSARY WILL PROB BE MORE EXCITING FOR ALL YOU READERS HAHA....HAWAII??? YES THAT WILL PROB BE IN THE CARDS FOR OUR NEXT TRIP BUT UNTIL THEN DISNEYLAND GET READY FOR US CUZ I'M WAAAY TOO EXCITED;-)

One month already

MY LITTLE BUTTER BALL:

You are a 1 month old and 3 days today ;-( You are already growing up so fast it makes me sad, but I can already tell how feisty you are. You are at times hard to handle hahaha...who know such a little thing like you could tire me so fast haha. These past four weeks have gone by pretty fast and getting to know you has been the greatest blessing for me and your daddy. Did you know what he told me?? I asked him what has been the best thing thats happened to us and he said " You being born and starting a family has been the greatest thing that has happened to him and us" we just adore you and cannot wait for the years to come!!! So far this is what we have learned from you. You loved to be rocked and swaddled a certain way or else you start fussing. Its really cute the way you let out a soft cry and when you really mean it, you sound like a little lamb and you shake your left foot up high too...I love it. You love to take baths they make you so calm and cute;-) I also had a huge poop explosion last night with you at Target, I never thought I'd find myself washing your booty in the bathroom sink at Target. It was pretty hilarious, it was all over you and my shirt haha. I love waking up next to you every morning and singing pretty little momma to you...ya totally made up a little song for you....my voice isn't the best but I can tell you really like it when I sing it to ya lol.

SHE LOVES BATH TIME

MY LITTLE CUPPEY CAKE

She's my sleepy little baby;-)