Sunday, August 29, 2010

OUCH MY HEART HURTS!!!

HAD A WONDERFUL DATE NIGHT WITH MY HUSBAND LAST NIGHT....OUR FIRST IN A MONTH NOW SINCE OUR LITTLE BUBS WAS BORN. WE DID FIND OURSELVES CONSTANTLY TALKING ABOUT HER AND THE LITTLE FACES AND GRUNTS SHE MAKES. OH HOW WE LOVE THAT LITTLE GIRL;-0

LIFE HAS CHANGED A GREAT DEAL FOR US TWO BUT OH HOW I LOVE MY LIFE!!! I LOVE ALL OUR IMPERFECTIONS AND I WOULD NEVER CHANGE IT FOR NOTHING. ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE HEADING FOR OUR 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY ON SEPTEMBER 12TH!! ITS AMAZING HOW QUICKLY TIMES FLY'S BY. I REMEMBER THAT DAY LIKE NO OTHER. THEN WE PLANNED FOR OUR BABY THE BEGINNING OF LAST OCTOBER, FOUND OUT I WAS LIKE THREE WEEKS IN NOVEMBER, OUR BABY WAS BORN JULY 17TH AND NOW SHE'S A LITTLE OVER A MONTH OLD NOW;-(. ITS ALL SO BITTERSWEET TO ME and I LOVE MY LITTLE FAMILY AND EVERYTHING WE'VE DONE TO BUILD IT UP AND CREATE AN ATMOSPHERE FULL OF LOVE AND LAUGHTER AND AMAZING HEARTACHES...YA THE KIND WHERE YOUR SO IN LOVE AND SO HAPPY YOUR HEART HURTS AND FEELS LIKE IT WILL BURST ANY MOMENT NOW. I FEEL THAT WAY RIGHT NOW!!! I COULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT ANY OTHER WAY. AMEN TO MY LITTLE BENSON MERAZ FAMILY;-)